Ugh!! Mr. A-hole couldn't make the turn cause his truck was too big, so he reversed, looked at the accident that he'd just caused, and drove away....
Other girl is okay, I'm fine...neck slightly sore, cars are kinda messed up but both drivable...
Besides that...stressed...sad...confused...humbled...apparently with more to learn than I thought! The last time something like this happened to me (and my car) was not too long ago actually. A bit longer than a year ago to be exact and I had backed into a parked truck with it's tailgate down...didn't see the tailgate...enough said. So I was thinking...what exactly is my car representing to me? What's the commonality in my situation?
Last year when it happened I had just quit teaching because I had adrenal fatigue and had NO IDEA what the heck I was going to do for money and everything else... I was stressed about "moving forward" because I didn't have a direction in which to go. (Also may I add that during this time I had to replace my power steering pump, two of my tires, and pay for a speeding ticket.) I did a lot of soul searching, decided on Theta healing, and after that decision was made, I had no more problems with my car! Hmmm.....
Well, let's just say that history is repeating itself a bit because yoga pays me minimally, Theta has not been quite paying the bills yet, and I'm once again in the situation of wondering what I'm going to do for money and everything else... I had decided about 4 days ago that I'm going to search for a full time job to pay the bills and continue to do Theta on the side for now. Problem is I don't know what kind of job I want and I'm a little resistant to move toward that because of my past experiences with working for "companies"...I've been working on clearing these things over the past couple days but APPARENTLY there's more!!
Wish me luck (and luck for my poor car in the meantime)... and if you know of a job, I'll take that too ;-)
Making sense of it
Jess
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