Sunday, October 6, 2013

I'm over it!

     So this week was kind of an emotionally rocky one for me... I'm in a situation that has recently become very frustrating.  I see a place, with which I'm very involved, going in a not such a good direction lately.  The people in charge have quite a bit of resistance to change, and change, I believe, is a HUGE necessity in order to turn things around.  I feel like I have insight, or at least a good and different opinion to consider, but it has fallen on deaf ears, if it has been heard at all.  I don't know about you, but when it's something that I care about, knowing that I can't help because someone or something won't let me, is infuriating!  I found myself getting more and more angry because I didn't like their attitude of  "I know better", when I felt like they didn't... As I was venting to a friend, a realization all of a sudden smacked me across the face...I ALSO had the belief of "I know better", "I need to know better", "It is my job to know better"!  I had to laugh.  They were mirroring me to myself, and THAT's why it bothered me as much as it did. Pot calling the kettle black, I'd say!
    So normally, even a realization like that still wouldn't help someone too much.  It wouldn't immediately take away the emotional charge that I had from my NEED to know better. Before Theta, I'd have to continuously remind myself that it's best for me to let it go, and that I shouldn't worry about it, but that is easier said than done.  In my new amazing life with Theta Healing, I can simply go to Creator and ask him to get rid of my need to know better. After I did, a whole week and a half's worth of increasingly frustrating anger just went away! It's hard to explain when after just a moment, the thing that made you feel so angry a second earlier, no longer has any pull on you. It's like I became completely neutral to my situation.  I do love being involved there, and doing what I do, and I will continue to do my best.  Now, however, even though I know that I still have ideas that the leaders might benefit from, I can easily accept the fact that they're not, and be fine with whatever they decide to do.  After all, it affects them way more than me, and we all have our life paths, lessons, experiences that we need to go through...this is part of theirs.
   This week is going to be a MUCH better week! I hope that energy transfers to you as well!!

That's my sense ;-)
Jess

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