I've made a realization....
I've needed to change my financial situation for a while. I've put off making any real effort until the last month or so, and even those efforts were slower and with hesitance and resistance.
I was feeling so lost as to the direction that I should take when pursuing my new financial direction. I first started down the same path that I always travel which is to analyze what I want for SURE and for GOOD. I previously forced myself to make a decision on what job/position I was looking for so that I could then put 100% of my efforts towards successfully getting THAT job (or that KIND of job) and it for some reason had to be for "EVER". As I started to do that, I realized that I had no idea what job would actually make me happy and be the best opportunity for me. For this reason, I've had trouble making the decision to pursue any job at all. Requiring myself to only trust in myself and never trust in God assisting in providing what is best, made for a very difficult and stressful road to acquiring money and abundance.
Accepting that I am not alone, and that I can only follow my intuition as best as I can, made me very uncomfortable. I started by begrudgingly revamping my resume and focusing on my experience, skills, and the position in my past that I enjoyed the most. As I was getting things together, a friend offered a referral to an open position. I'm not sure of the position itself (if it's exactly right for me) but I am very open and thankful that the opportunity has come my way. I'm trusting that following these types of gifts is maintaining an open and receptive attitude towards what's being effortlessly brought to me.
Last night I made the effort to apply for the referred position. Today I went to apply for a position at the job in my past that was the most enjoyable. This evening, I had a "charitable" theta session scheduled and it turned into the purchase of a package! This helped me to see that by me exerting energetic effort to bring in more financial abundance with my first two attempts, and being truly open to how abundance will eventually be delivered, I put in my order with the Universe. I received my abundance for today, not from the places that would have been expected, but from where I did not expect it at all!
We have to make an energetic effort to help ourselves and decide what we want (in this case money), and then the Universe really does conspire to make it happen. As long as we are truly unattached to the outcome of our efforts and open to the many different ways that you can receive what you are requesting, that effort is rewarded.
Seems like a very simple concept, but it was so difficult for me to learn because I was used to doing everything myself. I'm so thankful that these tough few weeks have come out on the other side. It seemed like I was going deeper and darker, only to show me how much different I am and how much I have actually learned already. I know now that as long as I Continue to make efforts to change my financial situation, I will always be rewarded. Quite an eye opener.... I'm starting to slowly but surely relax :-)
Sense of Relief
Jess
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